Go

This is a piece I wrote tonight. It is me talking to myself, and also my husband, talking to me.
It is about the latest changes and shifts in our relationship – the one we have now, with me living on earth and him living as energy in the universe. I cried the entire time while writing this, and yet, it felt so cathartic, like it needed to be written. It represents so much that is happening in my heart right now, so much of the fears i have about the future, and the changes that keep happening within me. Thank you for reading …

Go
Step into your life
The one that waits for you
the one that knows
of the promises you made long ago,
to dream
to risk
to dare …

Step into the moment,
to become that thing
the thing that you were meant to become
the thing that you always were,
somewhere deep within,
but lost along the way.
Be that thing now …
Right now.

Go
Walk beside your vision
crawl there if you must
breathe through the fire that burns you,
the swords that stab you,
the fears that stop you,
time and time again.
Each time you fall, or each time that needle
travels through your heart and into your open wounds,
stare it down.
push it into the cold bricks.
Look it in the eyes and tell it,
“You are nothing,
for I have been through worse.”

Go.
Run into that spotlight
Stand upon your mark
Claim the very universe,
that is yours in which to play.
Seize the absolute second,
in which the world receives your talents,
that I have always seen.
Go.

Are you afraid?
I know you are afraid
Please, my Sweet Angel,
Don’t be afraid.
For you have loved me better,
and with more wholeness,
to last ten thousand billion moons.
And even though I can no longer sit beside you,
I am still beside you.
In heart.
In spirit.
In soul.
And everytime you take your life,
and you create it,
and you build it,
and you fill it up with wonder,
you embody
the very thing
That is Love.

You loved me better,
than I have ever been loved or felt love,
before.
You filled my life with everything,
in the short time I was here.
And now that I am living
On a star,
Or in a sunrise,

I want you to know,
that when you Go,
when you go off to collect your dreams,
when you leap forward to grab that Bliss,
when you dance wildly across the finish line,
Do not be afraid.
Because in that moment when you have reached
the brightest star
and called it your new home,
you will not have traveled away from me.
You will not be leaving me behind.
No.

When you reach that star,
and you sit along it’s corner,
There will be a breath of air,
and a hint of music,
a melody
hidden just for you,
within the silence.

That is me,
us,
Love,
Our Love,
Living and laughing and singing
deep within
the night sky
And you will always feel that love
and be aware of that love
every single time you decide
To live.

So go,
Sweet Angel.
Go and step into your life,
And I will meet you,
Inside
our special place.
I will meet you,
inside the rhythms of the music.
Hurry up, my love.
It’s your time now.
Step into your life.
I love you.
Now go …

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6 thoughts on “Go

  1. This poem speaks directly to my heart tonight. Thank you, Kelly, for putting your thoughts into poetry. I needed this comfort.

  2. Thanks!. I lost my great love for 13 years too in june last years due to instant heartfailure. He was only 45 and I am 39.
    I find great comfort in your stories. And I don’t feel like ever dating again…there is only one man for me….

    Love from me.
    (The Netherlands )

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